-I touch my face. When it itches or gets sweaty, I’m extremely prone to touching my face. I always just touch in general when I’m nervous though, regaurdless of my face sweating or not. It seems to be my nose that I play with the most.

-When I’m anxious, I clamp my hands together as if I were praying. But I’m not praying. I just feel tingling in my fingers out of nervousness and that HAS to stop. I also twiddle my fingers repetitively.

-I check things back and forth. Last night I checked the car several times in the back before I locked it so my mom wouldn’t get mad at me in case I didn’t bring all the groceries in. I’m most prone to checking the mailbox. No particular reason at all. Like, see, I found old lint or paper in it and that freaked me out so I took it out. I don’t get why I do this. I also check the kitchen pantry, freezer and refrigerator and I have no idea why.

Sometimes, while in the bathroom, I take my sponge and I push it across my chest over and over until I feel satisfied.

-I began pulling my eyebrow hair yesterday. I just pluck it when I feel this imaginary "twitching" thing, which I’m relating to anxiety. I had to pluck certain hairs out with tweezers because they were too long or stuck out and that bothered me to my wit’s end. But usually my fingers do the trick.

-I do this weird thing; when I was twelve I told myself that if I walk across the speed bump a few times my mom would pick me up from school and if I didn’t, she wouldn’t come so I walked across the speedbump. I do stuff like that a lot, a game I call scenarios. This isn’t a problem anymore, but something I still do on a regular basis.

I’m going to the doctor, but insight would be nice.

…i’m no doctor. we all have compulsions. i’m a counter. i count everything. but i believe when it comes to ocd, one is driven to the compulsion because if the ritual is not performed, something terrible will happen…ie, you mom not picking you up or your mom getting mad at you. make sure you bring th is up with the doc. it sounds like you may also be suffering from anxiety.

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